I ended up stoping insanity and joining good life gyms. I got a personal trainer and you know what? I think I’m doing good if not better. I feel more comfortable in a gym anyway. I’ll try insanity again but maybe when I’m more comfertuble with keeping things on track by myself and without my personal trainer who is a big help to me keeping my form. So I didn’t quit my journey I’m just having trouble doing it at home by myself. I’ll get there I’m sure it’s just hard for me. I always like doing things with someone around and not by myself. I’m sorry if i worried any of you guys.